Its been a month or two,8 weeks for me exactly...since we sat and talk for hours
I have gave all my time and love...
Just not to mentioned I did'nt cheat...It was you who did'nt trust me
Even when we are out...there's messages on your phone babe....I never said a word,I just left it alone..
Girl you always been a run around.......just stop because I wanted give you flowers....
But..........
Its all in your head when your friends talk
About me........
You run away from the truth and accept the lies,you doubt me!
Im like a fool contemplating..........,Im just waiting for your call...

We fell in love...im still falling

Some times I let my thoughts run away from me...dont know how many days in a year....till I got you.
Never thought that I would say goodbye to my girl..No
No you will never see the brighter side of me...
Girl
You changed like a season...
                                                                                                                           
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Endless Goodbye's

"Maybe we'll meet again one day when you are not so broken and I'm not so stupid. Maybe one day we'll be right for each others and it won't be so hard for you to love me........
I really hope that one day we'll reconnect because no one has ever caught my heart in quite the same way..............

But that day isn't today. today you are too broken and im too pushy.
Today we don't quite work out . and as much as i care for you,
 I can't keep pretending that we do
so Im saying goodbye..but may be one day,......I wont have to"


-----letters to the next(im gonna miss you)

Drafted Memories

"I just wanna have a good time and keep you off my mind

I ain't going think about you"

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I Don’t know why did I even try when you want this no more…I would rather leave before I hurt you

So That  long ago I find my faith….Im starting to hate you…you can see  it in my face

2013

Home..

My home don’t feel like home…just as my heart feels empty…Im searching my inbox to get your number…I was  judging your number i dial it…you changed your number…so when I call you..You aint gonna listen

Now this Girls think im aint shit…I was the one who lost in this club….but this was only the basic…I cant take it….Im gonna drink …do you wanna see a grown man cry??..Bitch I don’t lie

Im started to hate me….little more and more each day…I don’t know me …I have rather gone off my way.. you don’t love me..

"If you know me better I would do better"

Present...

Looking on the names of my list…I cant find you…I was deep into You..why did you let me drown?

Im happy now..my life is a party Im not acting now…But I aint see You in Months…Why didn’t you call me once…??

I was thinking about you and me…Just you and me….hand in hand walking throughout the beach

Now That My heart beats in slow motion..knowing that it actually over…because you told me its over…how could you say me in such sober??…it stucked me..all I wanted to do is fade away…I hope god would bless me..cox girl you would gonna miss me…baby girl now I wont try..just wanna say you goodbye…

You should rather cheer for me….

"I was better....

If you know me better…"

_Rings Of Smoke_

2014;(Drunk)
Rings of smoke are all around me...the pegs are placed infront of me...laughing teasing..#a dim red light
Wow...8 pegs down....can I have more..no yeah!..IM ABOUT TO TAKE IT OUT....
The feelings that has been nt yet understood.....#mycell
The msg that has been not yet txted by you...How would you know whts going on her.(present)
You would know my ever thought...why did you make me.walk??...These girls will.never know what makes you Beautiful....so I watch them come.and go___
Nevermind....Hate yeah for this sadness
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If you know me better_I would Do Better....
#Swag..MovedON
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#Draftedlove

"I live in you.....in my memories.....seems like it was a dream......it is sinking me deep into sadness"

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About 2yrs has been pass.....
I movedon...wait really?I asked myself
Seating alone in.my room I just makeup to that gifted book.that has been linked to my past...

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2014- The peoples that where include were also gone...my friend you...no one...the moment the place we visited the daylight summer bike ride...the kisses that we made in the park....where all over it was hard to believe....
The things has been changed...been mature....fastforwarded just I was back of the crowd feeling dejected and defeated...
How do I explain to the new faces...what I had done for you...things,gifts,travelling..your birthday greetings...i know its not important now at all..you have been moved on...hmmm yeah... we are totally strangers... Our paths has been changed destination  remains.the same....hope you.would meet me someday...this is how you crossed my mind forever...
Hope you do well...

   ......... The letter which was not delivered.......

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COINCIDENCE/

Past...

Everyone has a past
So we love our past then our present as we think it was beautiful.

If it was beautiful then you might have been enjoyed alot. Thats right...
As I say if you enjoy something from your heart you get it by anymeans possibilities...you work for it. Dream of it to make it yours..
But as there are some cosmic earthly events that makes things change in anyones life...
You might be feeling down or high somethings or this emotional imbalance make u look stupid..but it is purely your inner living soul is trying to make you happy but your present moment or stage is not made it happening..
Its truely a game of coincidence..
Yeah.. Coincidence..
The person.that left was never meant to be with you...yeah it hurts.. Even if your thinking that it was my mistake n ol n ol....whatever it might be..
Their be truely a person waiting for you somewhere or might b besides you.you never know..
He/she might be has been all those things and might be preparing some special things preserving of his/her special one...
The things you might been thought would have been already been taking care of the qualities you're looking for...
So my friends you might be trying to linkup desperately...but things happen at right times and will make your life interesting, motivating, and more rational...
Thankyou..

The Starting Line.

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"life is like a theatre play...their everyone has its role...to be played"

Do you loved someone that left you all alone?

why do you look back again and again ?? would this be happen all over again? ivl be happy!

Breakups and patchups...my college life's most listened words...at that time it was just movies lovestories type of feeling use to come in my mind....as I look back !

This is a story  how  boy meets a girls

And yet its not a lovestory....

to be continued....