Wednesday, 11 November 2015

Endless Goodbye's





"Maybe we'll meet again one day when you are not so broken and I'm not so stupid. Maybe one day we'll be right for each others and it won't be so hard for you to love me........
I really hope that one day we'll reconnect because no one has ever caught my heart in quite the same way..............

But that day isn't today. today you are too broken and im too pushy.
Today we don't quite work out . and as much as i care for you,
 I can't keep pretending that we do
so Im saying goodbye..but may be one day,......I wont have to"


-----letters to the next(im gonna miss you)

Saturday, 16 May 2015

Drafted Memories


"I just wanna have a good time and keep you off my mind

I ain't going think about you"

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I Don’t know why did I even try when you want this no more…I would rather leave before I hurt you
So That  long ago I find my faith….Im starting to hate you…you can see  it in my face
2013
Home..
My home don’t feel like home…just as my heart feels empty…Im searching my inbox to get your number…I was  judging your number i dial it…you changed your number…so when I call you..You aint gonna listen
Now this Girls think im aint shit…I was the one who lost in this club….but this was only the basic…I cant take it….Im gonna drink …do you wanna see a grown man cry??..Bitch I don’t lie
Im started to hate me….little more and more each day…I don’t know me …I have rather gone off my way.. you don’t love me..
"If you know me better I would do better"

Present...
Looking on the names of my list…I cant find you…I was deep into You..why did you let me drown?
Im happy now..my life is a party Im not acting now…But I aint see You in Months…Why didn’t you call me once…??

I was thinking about you and me…Just you and me….hand in hand walking throughout the beach
Now That My heart beats in slow motion..knowing that it actually over…because you told me its over…how could you say me in such sober??…it stucked me..all I wanted to do is fade away…I hope god would bless me..cox girl you would gonna miss me…baby girl now I wont try..just wanna say you goodbye…
You should rather cheer for me….

"I was better....
If you know me better…"